People are always saying “If you can’t handle me at my worst, you don’t deserve me at my best” but in this case it doesn’t feel that way.
This past weekend, I definitely got to the point where the worst in me came out. I was an idiot. I made mistakes, and I regret it. I hurt someone that I truly care about. Never in my life did I ever want to put him through that kind of pain, but I did. And I hate myself for that. I don’t know if I can forgive myself for that. I messed up, and now I’m suffering the consequences. I lost the best thing that’s happened to me in a long while.
The murder weapon was in front of our faces since the begining and we never even noticed. Damn those writers, producers and whoever else are good!
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hahah I noticed this long ago! *score*
I’ve gone through a lot in the past week or so. But today gave me hope. He made me feel soooo much better. I’m soo glad my “true” friends have stuck by me through my tough times. But today was the first day that I have felt like everything was going to be okay.
I don’t need you my life. Nor would I probably want you in my life at the moment.
I’m doing just fine without YOU!
